<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Deb's Doodles: Essays]]></title><description><![CDATA[The occasional longer form post]]></description><link>https://dotdeb.substack.com/s/essays</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rf3!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffaa36a09-ccc7-45d5-8bcc-0326c8a1197b_903x903.png</url><title>Deb&apos;s Doodles: Essays</title><link>https://dotdeb.substack.com/s/essays</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 11:57:28 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://dotdeb.substack.com/feed" rel="self" 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url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zmmJ!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6a30c2b0-d769-4243-a47d-b869bf468a4d_1600x1200.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zmmJ!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6a30c2b0-d769-4243-a47d-b869bf468a4d_1600x1200.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zmmJ!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6a30c2b0-d769-4243-a47d-b869bf468a4d_1600x1200.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zmmJ!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6a30c2b0-d769-4243-a47d-b869bf468a4d_1600x1200.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zmmJ!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6a30c2b0-d769-4243-a47d-b869bf468a4d_1600x1200.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zmmJ!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6a30c2b0-d769-4243-a47d-b869bf468a4d_1600x1200.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zmmJ!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6a30c2b0-d769-4243-a47d-b869bf468a4d_1600x1200.jpeg" width="1456" height="1092" 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y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Author&#8217;s painting of Sunnyside beach: &#8216;Sunnyside up&#8217; at a local club Fall Members Exhibition 2025.</figcaption></figure></div><p>This summer, I created the series <em>Toronto, you&#8217;re beautiful</em>, sharing this city&#8217;s treasures with you in verse and colour. In the fall, my paintings of Sunnyside beach and Kew Beach were included in a Local Club&#8217;s Fall Members Exhibition 2025. This was my first exhibition and represented a tangible culmination of the creative work I&#8217;ve been doing this summer.</p><p>These pieces capture the essence of the series twofold. First, Sunnyside Beach on the West End and Kew Beach on the East End of the city hold space for the rest of the series paying tribute to the sweeping mosaic that is Toronto. Second, the series was made entirely in the summer and what better way to represent that fevered frenzy than with two sun-bathed beaches on opposite ends of the city.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg" width="1456" height="1092" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/aafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1092,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:null,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6X3B!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Faafda54a-39ab-4d56-85a1-5311b9c4e46c_1600x1200.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Author&#8217;s painting of Kew beach: &#8216;Last Beach Day&#8217; at a Local Club&#8217;s Fall Members Exhibition 2025</figcaption></figure></div><p>It was nerve-wracking to share a wall with career artists, many of whom had been painting for decades, creating deep, vibrant, multi-layered and multi-faceted works of art that drew viewers in at once. I assuaged these fears by reminding myself that art is a birthright: the right to create and express how we uniquely move through this world, regardless of skill level or artistic status.</p><p>Similarly, I&#8217;ve always considered myself to be more of a writer than an artist, so it was hard to allow my art to stand alone and speak for itself. When I share art online, my writing carries my voice bringing viewers along with the the way I was feeling when I created a piece. Would the art by itself hold up? Would it still tell my story without my words backing it up?</p><p>Earlier this year, I wrote <a href="https://dotdeb.substack.com/p/finding-the-purpose-of-my-creative">Finding the purpose of my creative practice</a> in which I arrived at a guiding principle for my art:</p><blockquote><p>I create art to enshrine the ordinary moments that make a life. On post-it notes, in the margins of overused journals, and in scattered sketchbooks that fill my home; through deep despair and towards a light that persists behind a barely-parted curtain, here I am and this is my story.</p></blockquote><p>At the exhibition, I saw people light up with nostalgia as they engaged with my paintings.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;I remember the lifeguard house well. I once dated the lifeguard who worked there.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I live right around the corner from here so I&#8217;ve spent a lot of time on this beach.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>It stopped being about me, my story, my experiences, and it started being about them&#8202;&#8212;&#8202;about weaving together shared experiences that weren&#8217;t mine to create a seat of collective consciousness.</p><p>As I write, I will always tell my story, but as I paint, a new purpose emerges which is to tell your story, our story, and the story of those to come.</p><p><em>I create art to enshrine the ordinary moments that make a life. Here we are are and these are our stories.</em></p><div><hr></div><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://dotdeb.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Deb's Doodles! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Finding the purpose of my creative practice]]></title><description><![CDATA[Art as personal history]]></description><link>https://dotdeb.substack.com/p/finding-the-purpose-of-my-creative</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://dotdeb.substack.com/p/finding-the-purpose-of-my-creative</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[dotdeb]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2025 16:22:07 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iz0I!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff2ad51e0-a314-4dc2-a893-3ab320a4e300_1600x1200.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Lately, when I sit down to draw, I feel frustrated at the plateauing of my skills and the frivolity of a practice that feels so painfully one-sided. If it doesn&#8217;t bring me money or fame, and if I&#8217;m not getting progressively and visibly better at it, why am I even spending all these hours learning, practicing, and showing up?</p><p>Every year, I visit Montreal. On my trip in 2020, I sat by the Lawrence river watching it flow by. The sun had set, the river was dark and troubled, and the soft glow of the Montreal skyline lit up the night sky.<strong> </strong>I captured the moment with a coarse ball-point pen as best as I could.</p><p>It&#8217;s not a great drawing&#8202;&#8212;&#8202;the perspective is off, it&#8217;s very two-dimensional, and some of the buildings are leaning off to an angle. Still, it is a tribute to that time and place: Montreal and I in 2020.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iz0I!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff2ad51e0-a314-4dc2-a893-3ab320a4e300_1600x1200.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iz0I!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff2ad51e0-a314-4dc2-a893-3ab320a4e300_1600x1200.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iz0I!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff2ad51e0-a314-4dc2-a893-3ab320a4e300_1600x1200.jpeg 848w, 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My sketchbooks are a reflection of the triumphs and tribulations of the last five years&#8202;&#8212;&#8202;in my art, but also in myself.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!kmrc!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F90be8925-b9d8-4bd6-9097-04df28bbd1e4_1600x1082.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!kmrc!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F90be8925-b9d8-4bd6-9097-04df28bbd1e4_1600x1082.jpeg 424w, 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I hiked up Mount Royal, rowed a boat in Beaver Lake, biked along the Lachine canal and then around the islands, all in a single day with the sun glaring down on me. After all that, I searched for a karaoke bar to round out the night, and was disappointed when I could not find one. The relentless passion of youth is endearing.</p><p>This year when I went back, I lay on a picnic blanket reading a book, sketching some trees, and watching day turn to night. My lines have gone from spontaneous and chaotic to measured and intentional; they draw a clear arc between then and now, between who I was and who I am, as I hold these different versions of myself&#8202;&#8212;&#8202;even the ones I want to forget.</p><p>A few years ago, I was fighting through a rough patch of health. My sketchbook is filled with waiting areas, doctors&#8217; offices, and emergency rooms. Looking back on those sketches, I see frantic lines searching for a way out of the pain, but instead finding a way through it. They bear witness to my struggles and to the flicker of hope that found me.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!NmXm!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe4aeb414-b27f-481e-a021-cfaf76d611b6_1132x1508.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!NmXm!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe4aeb414-b27f-481e-a021-cfaf76d611b6_1132x1508.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!NmXm!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe4aeb414-b27f-481e-a021-cfaf76d611b6_1132x1508.jpeg 848w, 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After the pandemic, I yearned for a deeper connection to the city and sought out people who shared my creative intention. I found the <a href="https://urbansketchers.org/">Urban Sketchers</a>, a community of sketchers whose mission I shared:</p><blockquote><p>Our mission is to raise the artistic, storytelling, and educational value of on-location drawing, promoting its practice and connecting people worldwide who draw on location where they live and travel.</p></blockquote><p>With the Urban Sketchers, I tour my home city and the cities I travel to, recording places, moments, and the shifting seasons within myself, alongside a global community of people doing the same.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gviN!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fed778de6-f59a-450f-a5a5-6605bb2c7f6e_1600x1200.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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